Facets of life

I Miss Him…

Last Sunday, I received a call and was told that our beloved terrier had passed away because of serious illness.  I was disorientated for a while then I lost my voice upon hanging up the phone.

I didn’t cry then as I thought I would but by the time I reached home and sense the difference of not having him around, tears streamed down my cheeks uncontrollably.  I cleaned up his red bowl which I bought for him before the Chinese New year, now it’s become a memory of him.

In the past few days, memories of him going for a joy ride in my car, taking a shower in the bathroom, playing tricks in the dinning room, having meals in the backyard, sitting at the gate waiting for me to come home from work and so on keep coming back to me.

It’s been a week since ah fat had bee gone.  For a while I thought I’ve recovered from the pain of losing him, but when I call out his name……tears start to roll down my face again.  I miss him so much!!!